sense of sound

Fridays make life seem better. Yesterday was bad, but I felt less upset today. I functioned. I did talk about the waitlisting incident with several of my friends and my guidance counselor, and it helped so much.

Even though it's been very rainy, I'm counting on the humidity to bring people in to the ice cream shop tonight. I want to be busy. I feel very tired, and having a lot to do will remedy the way everything seems a bit out-of-focus.

When one is feeling somewhat bitter and maybe a little sad, Sleater-Kinney is really helpful. They can yell. (So can I, but when I yell I'm never accompanied by drum and guitar and I usually feel ridiculous. I probably yell in a serious way once or twice a year, and even then it's barely raising my voice. I'm much better at mumbling rudeness when it comes to expressing anger or frustration. Or grinning and making wry jokes and acting silly. Hmm.)

( for the record. )