Jun. 19th, 2004

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I got to babysit for Charlie and Tyler tonight after work. It was so much fun. We played kickball in the backyard and laughed and laughed. I love those boys. After they went to bed, I had three hours to read and write and feel solitude.

Tomorrow is going to be really busy with church, Father's Day, work, and youth group (why they would pick a holiday to have the "welcome freshman" picnic is beyond me) but I hope to see actual friends my own age very soon! Maybe even tomorrow night! It's only been since Wednesday, but for summer (especially for this summer) that's kind of a long time. I can't wait to hear how the debate nationals trip went for my friends who attended. It'll be so good to talk to Dan tomorrow.

Writing is such a strange thing. I'm trying and it's not like failure or success are even issues at this point. It's just weird. I think I'm trying too hard when I do write but not spending enough time actually writing. If only I could scoop ice cream with one hand and put the pen to paper with the other. If only I weren't wistful about that which I not only cannot change but in my heart of hearts would not want changed.

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