I think of these words to write, the beginnings of poems and phrases for entries and even plotlines for stories, but I do not write them down immediately because usually I'm in the shower or at work or talking to a friend or reading something. Then I sit in front of a blank screen or a blank piece of paper and not only have I forgotten everything, I can't think of anything new. There are too many distractions. I want to live life, but I also want to write it, and sometimes I end up making a rather half-assed effort at both. It's frustrating, and an obstacle that will never go away on its own. I need to learn discipline.